Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Life's Picking On Me Again!!!!!!! B.asically E.very R.eason!!!

I am back in that crappy love cycle..which gives me more pressure on me. Whats wrong with people?! All I want is a normal life filled with love and friends. Why can't anybody love me period?! After the last one, I knew that i was damned when it comes to love and to be loved. I have found what i was looking for, but its not real. Why cant you love me ber?! If you dun want me in the first place, why the hell do you say all those things to make me feel that i was the only one that is special to you. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS!!! Why do people say things that make you feel the love but its not for real....

.Why do you say things like " Da, you are the only guy for me", "Don't worry i won't leave you Da", "I Love You, Da", "I will Do what I think that is right, for both you and me", " In my heart i clearly know that DADA is the best guy that i can ever find", "I'll be yours no matter what", "Just Love Your Big Sweet Heart", "I wun leave you for another guy", "Just Like loving you and loved by you", "I will love you as much as you love me de"...

I am hurt ber...i dun know what to do anymore, i dun know how to feel anymore. why do you handle me like this? Dun you think i feel as much as you do?

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