Giving Myself - Jennifer Hudson

I never been who I wanted to beI never felt completely freeNo ones ever had all of meOr made me feel so beautiful and sexy
No I'm flying like an airplaneNow I'm riding on the open rangeNow I'm living out my destinyI know the truth, I got it all in you and me
I'm giving myself over to youBody and soulI'm giving it allI'm giving myself over to you now
Like a brand new dayYou and I, we're the face of fameAin't nobody can love you the same, noAnd from my feelingsI never have to run awayNo moreBecause he's hereHolding me tightNow every day and nightOh babyCan't you see?I don't wanna be without you anymore
I'm giving myself over to youBody and soulI'm giving it overI'm giving myself over to you
I'm giving myself over to youBody and soulI'm giving it overI'm giving myself over to you now
For the first timeI can stand in front of someoneFinallyI can be meI can just let my love spill overI can cryI don't have to lieI can finally let someone all the way insideAll the wayAll they way babyAll the wayAll the wayyyyy
Handing myself over to youBody and soulI'm giving it allI'm giving myself over to you
I'm giving myself over to youBody and soulI'm giving it allAnd I'm giving myself over to you now[Plays in background]
You know it's the right timeI know it's the right nightI know it's the right lifeI know you're the right manI know I'm the right girlCome on now feel itYou feel it?I'm begging to give it over to youI know you're the right manI know I'm the right girlCome on now feel itYou feel it?I'm begging to give it over to you

Life's Picking On Me Again!!!!!!! B.asically E.very R.eason!!!

I am back in that crappy love cycle..which gives me more pressure on me. Whats wrong with people?! All I want is a normal life filled with love and friends. Why can't anybody love me period?! After the last one, I knew that i was damned when it comes to love and to be loved. I have found what i was looking for, but its not real. Why cant you love me ber?! If you dun want me in the first place, why the hell do you say all those things to make me feel that i was the only one that is special to you. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS!!! Why do people say things that make you feel the love but its not for real....

.Why do you say things like " Da, you are the only guy for me", "Don't worry i won't leave you Da", "I Love You, Da", "I will Do what I think that is right, for both you and me", " In my heart i clearly know that DADA is the best guy that i can ever find", "I'll be yours no matter what", "Just Love Your Big Sweet Heart", "I wun leave you for another guy", "Just Like loving you and loved by you", "I will love you as much as you love me de"...

I am hurt ber...i dun know what to do anymore, i dun know how to feel anymore. why do you handle me like this? Dun you think i feel as much as you do?

Never The same...

I amd feeling very lost for a very long time....I feel hopeless in getting my life in track again...(well it was never in track) I feel a depression is in order....I feel shitty....my life's has never shown me a tinge of hope, so that i can move on in life...evrything i have(which is nothing) seems to be dissappearing. I noe its wrong, but death's perks are enticing me...i am sick and tired people telling me that i am foolish and should be going on with life.......I know all that...something is still not there......Me.....What i got to do to make my life...filled with meaning...sIGH.

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Halloween at Play was such a bore!!! At least my friends were there..not that bored.I was feeling very bottled up....Emo to the Max.....feeling a sense of condemnation, when no one was condemning me....feeling that i was being chased yet no ones after me. I feel that I'm an actor, acting as if ,i am a Happy & Rich invidual who's life is enriched with full goodness in life, But in reality Depressed & poor who's life is whithering of goodness. Feeling Damned By God, punishing me for sins I know nothing of. The sense of envy & jealousy, when couples hold hands, cuddle and joke with each other. How much good in life do i Have to accomplish To earn such glorious feeling? How? Why? When? Its not just love that i crave for, its Life, Life without problems, Life without certain suprises. I fear losing friends when they learn the real me. Imagine a person, who would Want that 'special' someone,But doesn't advance to that person because he is afraid of rejection and feel that the special someone is out of his league. The inferiority I Feel every time i like someone, always gets me so drained. Everytime i dismiss the feeling, it comes back to haunt me later. How am i Going to Survive this worthless, selfless and loveless Life?.........

God you've never heard me, but Hurt me giving me life.

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The Fear In the Heart Of a Man

I Feel This Poem..........Makes me Feel like............ Hmmmm So Tempting...Yet So Foolish....But Then?????!!! How Can You Break A Broken Heart????