Tuesday, September 18, 2007

It Hurts

. I have been in love, actually still am, with Tony. I have always thought that, if I stayed around long enough. He might be ready for me, to be wih me, happy together. So everytime i feel that everthing is ok. My feelings takes over, making me feel afraid, depressed and many other feelings that i can't even think of a name. Tony has been busy with his life,school, problems with his friends. I know that I have to give him space and all, but we never got to sit down and talk about us and I am not even sure what to make of us. And that freaks me out. I dun know what to do or even feel. A few days ago i met up wih Tony, realised that i have been cold towards him. I dun know why.I am really sorry I had to end it yesterday Tony. I dunno what else to do.Its just that I've never had someone to love and at the same time afraid to embrace it. love has made me wait, for a long time and has hurt me still. I dun want ti to happen again. Leaving you hurts me as it hurts you. Give me time as i need to think and get my mind straightened out.

Love Is Like a Painting. Its Beautiful and Breathtaking. But Just Like Every Painting
You Won't Be Able To Embrace It

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