Monday, October 24, 2005

New Zealand Blues!!!!!!

These few days in Nz Has made me realise that, i Have taken things for granted.....i've seen differen people from different walks of life...from a 30 year old woman living with her parents, who was pregnant many times,a doctor who is a slut...i tot my life was Shit...its still is. i have learnt that no matter the status,the appointment or how learnt you are....Shit still comes your way.
The differrence between them and me is, they have already have a goal but is lost when it comes to social life. As for me, i have a social life but have not achieved a freaking thing in life....New Zealand is the place that i have choosen to find that purpose, but still fall flat on my face.Everything i have done in my life has always been disrupted by something else which i felt was right, but isn't. I have made alot of mistakes in life and still making them....I am lost. I dunno where i am going or going to do with myself.Its very frustrating........Life's full of crap with me....That is what it is...My Life is crap.....

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